We had all heard of her and her magnificent perspective.
She was like reading The Giving Tree on rainy Sundays,
rivulets streaming down cracked panes toward flaking paint,
she never seemed to capture me quite the same as on those days.
We all knew her, and loved her, as well we should,
she was what we dreamed of when we dream of love.
We, from our far away corners, sometimes too curious
not to look around. Sometimes spying each other’s eyes,
looking across from the other side. Other times it was just her,
like Venus, in her day, golden and lovely, as if her flowing locks
represent more than what this life had to give.
So many times we tried to move more toward her.
A sudden recognition of our needs, caused us to recall
something that we thought we had once needed, something
we thought we had once needed to be alive, and that’s when
you begin to appreciate the true beauty that she represents.
The closer we got to her, the harder we tried. It seemed so
confusing: who was using who, instead of together, we tried
to find, in our minds, those shields guarded against the great
winds of time, held back by forts with sides from which we could
peer around our curious corners, distrustful and empty. You see
she can tell us who she is but she cannot show us how to find her.